At the beginning, it was gambling with no brakes: too much excitement, fast decisions, and confidence bigger than the bankroll itself 😅
I played as if luck were a close personal friend… and later found out it was a very moody one.
Over time, things changed. I became more disciplined, I count the losses before the wins, and I leave the table before it leaves me. The fun didn’t disappear — it just became calmer and smarter.
Do I miss that old recklessness? Sometimes, yes… but most of the time, it’s the recklessness that misses me — especially when I remember how expensive it used to be.