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Message: [QUOTE="LukeSilver, post: 2401801, member: 59099"] I could kiss you for bringing that to my attention, it shows what i needed to see what I always knew but denied because I had been conditioned to deny. Inside me is a sleeping dragon, I keep expecting to see that others are on a level my dragon cannot be on, but instead keep seeing not only are they not ahead they are behind. I realize now what Tom Dwan really is. now its not a matter of saying i am or am not capable of reaching world class standard. I no longer have belief about it I know as a fact that I am capable of it. The problems I have are the following 1. lack of time yes this is an obstacle as has been identified i will simply have to use what time I have got to the max extent and more time will become available when i quit my job obviously not any time soon but i will know when the time is right. 2. the state of the poker industry yes it may die if this happens then I am screwed, its rather unpredictable at the moment though. If world war three happens I am also screwed and if an economic collapse happens also in trouble. an economic collapse is not a probability it is an absolute certainty however the unknown is when so have to put that aside. 3. the big one my drive and work rate this has always held me back i demand so much of myself that in the end i crack under the stress and end up doing nothing, or near nothing. well not anymore i will cut out all forms of social life dating and hobbies. the only activities that are needed is studying poker eating (need to adapt a brain diet and give up my current junk diet) going to stupid job (will run to bus stop from now on to save a little time) and before any stupid idiot says why dont i get a car because parking is stupid there and it would mean parking to far away and walking from there when the bus stops near right outside the place and when you add the times up it is actually quicker to get the bus. because god doesnt hate me he just likes to laugh when i get annoyed and wind me up a bit to create a scenario where getting a bus is quicker then going by car. anyways yes work bus running to bus eating and sleeping, there is a way to manipulate dreams i will learn to do this better until my dreams are about poker this will lead to learning whilst i sleep. lunch breaks will be spent practicing maths and hand charts. I dont know about been the very best but I am going to become world class. ill force myself to. [/QUOTE]

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