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Message: [QUOTE="Streatman184, post: 4812047, member: 334755"] Good morning, I've posted a few depressing posts about myself and the downsings of tryingnto be a professional gambler in the short time I've been on this site and had great feedback from all. It's been 13 years since I started and I'm still at square one, habits, getting stagnant, lazy to improve, and pure bad luck every time at the table has me lose 10's of thousands in over a decade, I was in my early twenties wanting to live out a dream and run well travel the world become a high ranked poker player and party now seriously I'm in my mid 30's wasted so much time losing and going through hardships of waiting every two weeks for a paycheck, burned bridges with family and friends, lost respect for myself, stayed in the old ways of approaching the game in the early 2000's and not adapting, now I see others at 19 years old with great winnings and I look at myself and see how sad and pathetic I am. Didn't invest in stocks, a small business, or go to school, got weight issues, and don't dress right I have extremely poor bankroll management where I eat out, play lottery, spend on women, waste on hotels, and do it all over, so my goal to be a professional will honestly never happen.....truthfully there's phil ivey and then there is myself on the not so glamorous side of poker, the real truth....i hope you all reach your goals, not looking for anyone feeling sorry or anything, it just really is sad how one's life can spiral downward from something that once had me so motivated to now broken down and not even fun anymore and just a true loser by all definition..... Sent from my SM-J327T1 using [URL=http://r.tapatalk.com/byo?rid=272]CardsChat mobile app[/URL] [/QUOTE]

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