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Message: [QUOTE="vanquish, post: 1118798, member: 20188"] to be honest i feel like i have become a troll on CC and my posts have lost almost all value i know you guys have probably gotten tired of seeing my 5 character posts never talking about anything important. posting in HA my advice has been trivial/inane/wrong so i've avoided it. in general i just havent been posting because i dont think i have anything to contribute. i neglected that people would worry about me but i want it to be known ive been playing poker, watching videos, posting useless stuff on other forums because i think here is not the place for me to continue to do it. i know there are a few of you who have expected me to help you with coaching and that stuff, but right now i am unforunately putting that on hold. i am considering making some videos however and if i do i will be sure to post them on this website because it is still my home. so if there were some of you who were actually worried i apoligize i was trying to avoid the typical drama that comes with my comings and goings. it is good to see everyone is doing well and also i meant to apologize for posting some really weird stuff here before i took some time away from posting. that was a mistake that probably stemmed from some mild deression i have been suffering from (standard for me). about AIM, i dont wanna go on AIM anymore, it's not a very good way to communicate because i think its a medium through which my words offend people and i get tiled and get in fights with u guys over AIM, and it's just not a good idea for that. also i get drunk often and if i chat on AIM then i make empty promises and talk about weird stuff and i 'm trying to condition myself away from that. i have not read any of the current threads i just came here because i felt like a clown for leaving all dramatically as if i was trying to make u guys worry about me which was not the case. i am aware of my drama queen status here and i wish for it to go away but that will take time and for now i will just marinate in the consequences of what i posted/said to people on this website. i am aware that i am being immature and i'm sure there are [plenty of people who have started to dislike me because i was once a contributor and i tryed to make everyone laugh but now it's gotten out of hand and my posts leead to stupid disagreements and general trolling. if you guys want to contact me i still read my PMs or if needed i can get on AIM etc if its truly necessary, but i'm not going to be the same old o3c/useless post machine and i hope you will understand this. also i'm trying to get a 4.0 this semster :D. a lot of time is spent doing marketing projects for schook though thats about it on this front, i'll be browsing a bit today and then i have to go do some things i'm still around though. sorry for being a dbag to those who i was a dbag too. i see chris has quitting smoking, combuboom won his prop bet and chuck and zach and all the people are still on the grind, i'm trying to get some money too, not quite so profitable, but still grinding nevertheless as well. i will try to make sure my future posts have more value than my former ones. :6c: tl;dr cliff notes: i've become a non-contrubor to the forum and am trying to change it [/QUOTE]

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