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Message: [QUOTE="ManiakKK, post: 5857417, member: 449469"] I didn't play for 4 years since I lost money. Then have seen documentary on Netflux about compulsive addicts. Played in November for 2 weeks like nuts. Betting and cash games. Went to 3000 eur of plus lost all on Nadal and Barcelona and Masters doubles. Now will give myself a last chance and do what I am best in just tournaments on weekends out of home office. I have a kid and don't have much work during first two weeks if the month. Was thinking to gamble and work to have extra money before kid comes come and since we can't go out at all.. bad thinking. My answer is yes even if it's two weeks or month after 4 years.. I have a problem. And it was true as they said in Netflix only 2% compulsive gamblers can quit cold feet I was 2% 4 years.. then got some dopamine and lost a lot of money in 3 weeks. Will try to limit and see if i can play only tournaments and win pocket money. If not I won't gamble ever again &#55358;&#56611; I need to prove myself I have talent for NL HOLDEM big tournaments. It's only thing I can control in gambling and have good results and they don't make me tilt during the play at all.. other things I am hormone bitch on a period eating sweets coursing and nuts. Just nuts...hoping NADAL will win ****ing Thiem in two sets for lots if money. I didn't even watch tennis for 4 years to see he is old... as Djokovic... for example. Corona sucks we work from home, can't go out bars are closed, gyms...I can't walk to my work and chill. I need my hobby eg online poker.. when kid is in school or with dad at home, so I go and play in the room as free time and excuses to have some time free and private time. I never have it. Since March [/QUOTE]

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