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[QUOTE="ph_il, post: 6780667, member: 508"]
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[*]ashamed that I'm not a good player. I'm a knowledgeable and winning player, and maybe even a smart player for knowing my limitations and not playing above it. I'm also not the worst player at the stakes i play but, as far as skill level goes, i'm not a good player. 
[*]ashamed that I never had a significant mtt win. I've won many mtts over my years of playing.  my biggest being $200 in a $1 mtt, which is great, but it's not a significant win. I suffer from mtt win jealousy, especially if I see a player who is deep in the red, yet their biggest mtt win is $500-$1200 in a $1 mtt. and this just fuels my belief that I'm not good player because they've accomplished a significant win and I haven't, even though they're still negative in profits. I'm a profitable and winning player overall, but even I would like to have a significant mtt win to brag and feel accomplished about. sadly, it'll probably never happen for me and it's one of my limitations I have to accept. 
[*]ashamed that my lack of skill and negative view as player has prevented me from participating and being more active in cc events and league games. I just don't want to be a disappointment to teammates or myself, but mostly my teammates. plus, I see many cc players as being way more skilled than I am. so maybe I'm smart in, again, knowing my limitations and not participating. still, there is a part of me that would like to try, even though I know I shouldn't. 
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