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[QUOTE="Rational Madman, post: 3951273, member: 227817"]
I have my room as messy as is tidy enough to safely walk (so not mess enough to trip on things but messy enough that you'd puke if you had OCD)

In fact I think I have the opposite of claustrophobia. No, not agoraphobia, I'm not scared of open spaces it's just... I feel so safe when I'm trapped. It's f***ing weird I know. So I enjoy when there's clutter in my room and everything feels close to me rather than a lot of empty room. Whenever I've fully tidied my room I feel really on edge so much so I will take clothes out of my drawer and thrown them on the ground around me to make me feel enclosed.

I feel safer with things around me, don't know why I just do. So My desk is cluttered but there's always enough room to move the mouse and clearly view the screen. I use hotkeys for multitable grinding so left hand needs access to keyboard. I totally zone out of reality and the rest of my room disappears and all I see are the poker tables and the music helps me not have anything else to think about in dry periods of the game.

I hate full tidiness and believe I will always be semi messy my whole life. If I ever work somewhere that doesn't let me clutter my desk, I'll quit the job. You think I'm joking? I am deadly serious. I need to feel free when I work, it's essential for me to feel like everything about the working environment is to my liking and not to some superior boss or something. I will literally keep empty bottles on my desk just to feel cosier.
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