kleitches
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- #301
feitr said:I'm just so sick of the losing days :S Way back when i would have some pretty bad losing sessions but i'd have a good 5x the amount of winning sessions as losing sessions and it just seems like i am having a -$1500 day every other day now. I simply cannot win hands and i have no idea what to do about it. I try to believe that everything will even out, but every day ends up with me just getting raped. As much as i try to rationalize it w/ -all in EV and super low W$SD when my style should result in a real high W$SD, maybe i just suck. It has just been so long since i have run what i would consider "ok" let alone remotely good.
Anyways, i won't be around here anymore. Phasing out all forums so i have more time for RL stuff and i don't like poker enough to be talking about it anymore. Basically, i can barely stand playing so i need to have 100% of "poker time" be actual play if i'm giong to be able to continue. If i don't stop running like shit i'm just going to quit anyways, since this is just damn frustrating and not worth the time/effort when i am incapable of winning a poker hand. I keep waiting for the time when i might have a session where i win SD hands at like 55% or somethign but it never comes and after 50k hands of this bullshit it is seriously frustrating. No confidence at all right now and i just can't be ****ed anymore. So thanks, it was fun, enjoyed my time here and learnt quite a bit/hope i helped some ppl out. Bye!
Actually I was thinking of quitting as well. Not really because I've been running horribly and losing confidence, but just because I have practically zero motivation to play anymore. I'm not sure what did it, but I just sorta woke up one day and didn't feel like playing poker, and I haven't really gotten the urge to play since. Poker used to be fun, but it's become stressful for me because I put so much pressure on myself to become better and I focused too much on my results. Not only that, but I just played too much. The money I was making didn't justify the long hours I spent in front of the computer, neglecting other areas of my life.
I've got a whole summer ahead of me, and while I won't outright say I'm not going to play poker anymore, I'm certain I'm going to be cutting back my playing time dramatically and focus my energies on other things in my life that I have passion for, like playing music or having sex with my girlfriend. K, bye.
