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luk0401 said:I tell you better thing my friend:
Last year when I was wining some 4-5 figures during my multihour sessions, PS was doing whatever they could to pull me from playing...
And yet, during one session I hit about $300K after about 40-60hrs and when finally I was able to play again I had another 100hrs session in raw when I was only loosing and guess what PS done absolutely FA about it at the time, strangely...
And after that again all sort of disrupting correspondence from PS...
Coincidence?? - I don't think so...
Hey you know what?
I'm playing this game since 2008. 12-16 tables cash at different levels, always up-up-up in bankroll.
I had 60+ hour sessions with no sleep. Money-Cards-HUD-Notes-Bankroll- Tilt management...
One day I've asked myself -what is my product? What am I taking or giving to this world by spending my time playing poker?
Money? Yeah, but money isn't a product. Humans can generate money by doing many different things. The real product in poker is serotonin, adrenaline and other hormons. We're giving and taking it from the other players.
I've found out one interesting thing several years ago. Since 2008 and till 2015-16 I was playing in several poker rooms, building bankroll, moving up on limits, then cashout and start all over again from micro limits. I did cashouts 2-3 times per year and 3-4 poker sites... and started it all over again and again. Sometimes I failed to move up to the next limit and I had to deposit a minimum bankroll. But with time I've always increased my bankroll to a much higher state then it was when I've started.50-100 times bigger.
I've realised one simple thing. If I'm as good in poker as I think, then I can do the same without making any deposit, with no starting bankroll at all. for approx 7 years I've played with $400 starting bankroll and cashed out having $20K... I've asked myself? Why not start with 0 bankroll, start moving up from freerolls and see how high I can climb?
2017 - started with 0 at all sites, cashed out approx 8K in total during a year, and I haven't played too much cause was making CNC machines and learning new things.
2018 - started with 0 again and cashed out 3K during a year.
2019 - started with 0, $800 so far.
I've bought parts and built several CNC machines, router\lathe\laser engraver and plasma cutter.
I've learned how to draw objects and make programs for CNC machines...
These machines are simple robots, they work while I sleep/eat/play, and they produce real items, something that I can sell.
When I've started doing this, my poker profits together with time spent on poker has lowered. But i've got something better and more interesting in exchange. I know what my product is! I know what i'm giving to this world. I always have that winning feeling and poker wins or losses doesn't really matter much now.
In your case, you have to win to feel yourself a winner, cause you're not making useful product for the society, poker players are trying to fool each other, that's what we're doing... Well it was also my case. Spent 7+ years playing as reg and still playing almost each day. But now, I kinda pay more attention to what i'm drawing or programming and clicking those buttons at 9 tables at the other monitor just because i'm fast and to get rid of the boredom.
I wish you to find a hobby and make it your source of income, and let poker be a small, but entertaining part of your daily activities.
P.S. From your messages I see that you're on tilt.
















