One big cash and i'm never playing poker again. Ever.
When i first started playing poker many years ago, I was all about trying to satellite into the Sunday Million to win a big score. Never happened.
Then somewhere along the way, after reading all the books and stuff, I became convinced that it was all about 'grinding', and subsequently became a cash game grinder for a number of years, not playing tourneys at all.
I find grinding dull. I want what i wanted when i started but forgot along the way: one big score.
And by 'big', I mean $60k+. I could do a lot with $60k.