I've actually been struggling with this for a while now. As my family continues to grow, major life decisions coming about, and more and more I need to pull from my bankroll to cover these changes. The more and more I keep asking myself is playing even really worth it anymore?
I think this is an easy answer for a losing player. Cause if you are losing, committing the time to it like a full time job. Then it's not a hobby it's an addiction. This is a problem if you cant quit.
Then on the flip side let's say you can earn a full time living of 80-125K a year. You have over 1M in liquid assets, and net worth of over 17M. I think this question takes on a lot more of a complex evaluation. Cause it's obviously not a problem with this person, its truely thier career. So you ask yourself. Can I retire, and be happy?
With me I'm stuck in the middle. Running about a 12K bankroll I play micros and low stakes online with good profits, along with 1/2 cash, and your $150-600 buy in tournaments. With an avg. Of about 20-30K a year in profits. I cant live off that. So I still need to have my full time job. So the question for me is. Is the time I'm spending worth the profits I make? At this point in my life I'm not sure if it is, but I also know if I give it up. I will never achieve the greatness I can achieve. It's obviously not an addiction, cause I'm making money, but is the time I'm sacrificing away from my family worth it? Knowing that all the changes I will be making will not allow me to grow a bankroll? I'm not sure if it is anymore.