Like for other members that posted above, I also treat poker as a hobby and a way to make some extra money... I like the grind aspect of the game, for both the skill part and also the
bankroll part... I have lots of friends that spend a lot of money and time on different hobbies (things I'm not really interested in* like mobile games- especially the online ones RPG/gatcha that 'require' you to do a lot of in
App purchases to progress/be competitive... I still prefer the offline PC games where you buy a game and you have it forever and play it at your own pace without the need to spend extra money...), what I want to say is that, poker does similar things in my case as a hobby and I don't feel like I'm wasting my time even after 10+ years with lots of ups and downs, I'm not really results oriented (of course I want/prefer to win all the time lol) and my aim is to play close to my A game as often as possible, while making the best decisions in each spot, still lots of study to do and things to work on - if DNegs can study to keep improving after archiving/doing so much for Poker in general, we all can do more <3