Whodahustla said:
Recently, made a bigger than usual deposit into my bankroll. I got butterflies in my stomach LOL!!!! I'm confident though.

The butterflies are like 70% excitement and 30% nervousness. I'm curious, what do you do to calm your nerves when you make a bigger deposit than usual into your bankroll?
Never made a deposit on any site, mainly because I do not like gambling with my own money, On-line Poker, is just a hobby to me and my only drive is to make a bankroll from free-rolls and play with everyone else's money.
I have been playing for Free! for over twenty years and still play low stake buy-ins and free-rolls.
My intention was never to become rich from Poker, just play a game I enjoy for free! which I have done on several different site's and still do,
Live games, I have paid out money to buy-in to some games, but there are opportunities to play big tournaments for free if you look for them, Grosvenor
casinos have a On-line gambling site, but they also organized Pub games, under the Vegas 100 banner.
The idea was simple, you played in weekly Pub tournaments to amass points over a 13 week period, then went to one of their Casino's to play a Regional Final for
real money and a chance to fly to Vegas, to play in the Vegas 100 final with something like £50,000 in Prize money.
All this was paid for by the Pub Landlords in a monthly subscription, which gave them the Table tops and
chips etc to run a weekly league game, and they had increased bar sales on night's they were usually quiet.
I went to a lot of the Quarterly Regional Finals over the 6 or 7 years I played, and even made the National Finals once, which of course introduced me to playing in Casino's for real money tournaments and cash games.
You don't need to be mega-rich to play Poker, just the opportunity to play for free, make a little money and grow from there, here in the U.K. we have a saying "Mighty Oaks from Tiny Acorns grow" but just like Poker it takes Time and Patience.
When the fun Stops, STOP!