23 thousand
bankroll lost, now there is someone who has more money than sense, have you never heard of bankroll management, if not please do so
quick, while you still have a shirt on your back.
I have been playing poker now for 50+ years and the worse I ever did, loss wise, was one drunken New Years Eve when I won $150 in the first hand of the new year and then lost it all plus another $20 in the very next hand
But 23,000 wow, I agree with those who say you need to take up another hobby, poker is obviously not for you.